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[Sunday,
December 31st, 2006 at 11:00am] |
i'm taking a break from livejournal.
see you all in the new year.
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[Thursday,
December 21st, 2006 at 6:44pm] |
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today i finished everything i had to do for school, which was really exciting. i'm so glad i got through all of it. tomorrow's my last day of school before winter break, maybe then it will start to feel like christmas.
last night and tonight i've been looking through all of the stuff i've written in the past year and everyone's old xanga and livejournal entries, I guess because 2007 is only a few weeks away. But, in my almost 15 years of life it still amazes me how much can change in a year. How much people can change in a year. Mostly i'm amazed that no matter how hard you reflect on the past 365 days of your life, you'll never see things in the exact same way you saw them at the time they were happening. Point of view is always changing - The world is always moving. I guess that shouldn't be so amazing, but it catches me off guard everytime i slow down and think about it. I guess that's why people are always rushing around - if they slow down they might see things they never wanted to see.
2006 was possibly the greatest year yet. But i think i'll wait and think about that more after christmas. Let's just try and get through this first holiday before we move on. Haha.
happy holidays, everyone!11!! :]
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[Saturday,
December 9th, 2006 at 4:57pm] |
all entries after this point are,
90% friends only.
10% public.
comment to be added.
name+age.
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[Tuesday,
December 5th, 2006 at 7:24pm] |
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today was cold. i have been cold all day long. i have about 3 million layers of clothes on, and nothing seems to be working out.
today when i went to the bathroom 3rd period - there was classical music BLASTING from a speaker in the ceiling. The weird part was it was only playing in that bathroom, because kat, kelsey and i checked the other one and it was silent. it was so confusing, you have no idea. i don't really know why anyone would do that. is it supposed to make peeing anymore enjoyable? i don't think so.
also, we found out that camille has a dessert making business! so she gave us flyers of all the amazing french desserts she makes. it was so exciting. me jen and gabby are going over there on friday to help her out (aka taste test) while basically everyone we know is at the church lock-in, so that'll be fun.
it'd be really great if i could not miss you so much. a song comes on shuffle, or my mind goes on autopilot, planning things that'll never happen...and it makes me so sad lately. knowing that your always going to be there, in the back of my mind and that i could make the choice to do something about it at anytime. you've given me the oppurtunity time and time again to be with you, but i just can't make myself go back there, so much of me still really doesn't even want to. it'd just be nice to know why. ugh, there's just so much wrong in that department, that i don't think will ever ever be fixed.
OH and there's delayed openings the rest of this week. yay for sleeeeep. :]!!11!!
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[Sunday,
December 3rd, 2006 at 6:02pm] |
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father up above,
why in all this anger
do you fill me up with love?
this weekend was good. i have reason to believe that maybe this winter won't be so bad. i don't think i can take another year of hating winter. haha.
friday - school was awesome, and i can't believe i'm admitting that. but for once it was. everything was just very chill and it was nice. after school i went to gabby's with shannon. we hung out there for a little bit, then went to friendlys. we were there for like 4 hours, i don't really know why. hahaha. but chris, sean and mike stopped by for a little bit and mike got chicken noodle soup in his eye. hahaha. after friendly's, shannon and i slept at gabby's. i have seriously never laughed so hard. it was a great night.
saturday - went and got the christmas tree. then went into the city with my parents. we went to NYU for some dinner sponsered by my dad's company. It was incredibly boring for most of the time, but sometimes my parents are cool - so it wasn't that bad. I got to thinking a lot about everything...the city on a nice day tends to do that to you.
today - went into pton with jen, shannon, chris, sean and carter. the 2 hours we were there were really really fun. then i got into a "fight" with sean, and then it pretty much started sucking. when i came home we decorated the tree and yeah...now i have to study for the million tests i have tomorrow.
i don't know what else to say. guess i'll just end it there.
hope everyone has a good week.
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[Thursday,
November 30th, 2006 at 3:58pm] |
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W all live our lives like ants, doing the same thing every day without ever thinking about why we're doing it or who we're doing it for. We never tell the people that mean something to us, just how much they mean to us in that moment, until it's too late. We always have these things we truly want to do but we never end up doing them because it's never the right time. Then we wait, and it all goes to waste.
i can only take so much of the same thing day after day.
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[Tuesday,
November 28th, 2006 at 4:03pm] |
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today was just not a good day. i know what i want to do, and i know what i should do. i guess it's lucky that they're both the same thing. i just can't bring myself to do it. so then i get all frusterated. it's not good at all.
i think i'm just going to stop worrying about boys. because if i wasn't worried about boys, i'd probably be very happy. because everything else lately is pretty good. 7th period, i told myself i was just going to let it all go. but then i kept forgetting. so it was like major mood swings where i knew i should be happy, but all of a sudden i'd remember boys and be really pissed off again.
i guess every day can't be good.
but hopefully tomorrow is better.
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[Sunday,
November 26th, 2006 at 11:28am] |
this weekend was pretty fun. i just wish i could get used to the idea of going back to school. tomorrow is going to be rough to say the least. haha.
so friday everyone left and i pretty much did nothing and just slept and watched some really bad movie with my family. it was chill.
then yesterday i went to my brothers hockey game, then up to the lake with the architect who might end up redoing the house. who knows. no one tells me anything. EDIT: Nothing happened after that. whatever. such bullshit. i kind of feel bad for "those homos"
today im doing nothing. yippee.
i wish i didn't have a crush on this certain someone. it's not going anywhere. no to mention that it's becoming so inconvinent. but i don't what else to do, except wait it out. i wish i wasn't so impatient. This week im going to do something about it. im making a promise to myself. hahaha.
hope everyone has a good week.
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